Saturday, May 27, 2017

"Boring" day

Today was one of those average days where you have a decent amount to report back on tho at the same time. I honestly can't understand when people say that literally nothing happened in their day. Like there had to have been one documentable or reportable moment! Here are some of mine:

I freakin killed leg day at the gym. Or it killed me. Those are interchangeable right? Either way, it's over!

My butt actually seems to be growing. Slowly but surely. Shout out to Rauve.

I got a cough attack mid transaction at work and straight left the cash register and went and threw up in the bathroom from coughing so hard. Hahahahha. Life.

Work was slow as heck. My net was only $500. Oh well.

My bosses are literally begging me not to quit bc I'm their top seller in the dept. so they're suuuper willing to work with my schedule now and this has somehow won my previously hard-A assistant manager's heart. Idk. Ok.

I got the first spiritual prompting I've had in awhile and followed it and found out later I was right. So I think that's a sign I've been forgiven.

A lady brought her angel Sheltie pup into work and it kissed me on the lips. I fell in love.

I have to get an IUD. Ugh

I'm realizing I'm not getting anywhere with wedding planning and i feel stuck.

I closed with a sweet coworker who told me her life story while we walked to our cars which broke my heart then told me it was so fun closing with me. Heart broke a little more. Idk how to handle such a genuine and nice person. They're so rare and precious. I didn't deserve it. Any of it.

So that was my "ordinary day." My average. The kind of day I will forget about very soon. But life is interesting. If it wasnt, I would die.


Monday, May 22, 2017

So today I woke up with a sore throat, itchy eyes, and a bloated stomach. Coughing started and followed me throughout the day and I started my period the second I got to work. Awesome! It was blazing hot today and I decided to wear a long sleeve midi dress. I felt like I was going to throw up all day too. Super awesome. But for the real good news: WE BOOKED A VENUE AND IT'S PERFECT. Adam's parents are angels. Literally sent from above.

I've decided I hate my job and I'm quitting. I also decided the gym can wait til tomorrow.

Sunday, May 21, 2017

I'm Baaaaack

So a lot has happened in the last three years and God told me today that I needed to start keeping a journal again. So here I am. This is the journal.

Today I lied so I could go to church. Kind of contradictory right? I'm still debating my eternal damnation for that one.

This whole starting a journal thing again is hard because I want my reader to understand fully and that requires background stories which are hard to fit into nutshells. I'll try my best though.

I forgot how much I loved writing.

Today was a decent day.

I realized how much more serious I need to get about my personal spirituality. I need to read my patriarchal blessing more. Shoot, it's straight from God and postmarked to me for goodness sakes. I felt today how Adam really does fit the description in there. Life with him is going to be good.

Wedding planning is coming along.

I want to be nicer. I'm going to work on that.

I'm exhausted and going to bed now. Maybe I'll expound on the background stories tomorrow.